So what’s next?

For 3 years, I’ve spilled my life online with a monthly publication of what has happened during the last month, the numerous ups and downs, my goals, my failures, the things I’ve been working on, my little projects, the bigger ones, the things I’ve been meaning to do and never manage, my struggles. It included things about my weight loss journey, my bikes, various trips, my new apartment, some sewing, some drawing… Update reports on long term projects sprinkled with life events interruptions.

While the start of this series was largely influenced by the pandemic, I kept going when life regained a sense of normality. Along the way, I tried to make these more interesting, a little funny, a little useful to any potential reader. I don’t think I really managed and with time these got slightly less interesting for me as souvenirs.

These publications were really always mostly interesting to me. A way to journal and remember life.

Along the way I changed. I know I changed a lot and yet some of the changes are somehow subtle. Maybe I regained things I had lost. Maybe I simply reconnected with myself. And yet, I also seem to always still make the same mistakes. Maybe it simply take me less time to notice and readjust.

Yes, I’ve grown, I’ve changed, I’ve matured during these past 3 years and life seems to have notice as it is sending me bigger challenges to face. That is a sign!

This has led to me to a new stage in life. I now feel it is pointless to share all the ups and downs, the roller coaster. ~~It was probably always pointless anyway.~~ Strike that because it wasn’t pointless to me. I witness the changes thanks to such writing. I recognised the patterns. I grew thanks to such a series.

So here we are anyway! Not that many will notice but I’m no longer going to publish monthly recaps.

It isn’t a bad sign, I’m ok. I’m actually more than ok.

I have a renewed sense of determination & positiveness. I know there might be some lows ahead, but I also know I’ll face them easily. Most importantly I know the highs will be higher!

What does it changes for you? Probably nothing! I just wanted to say it for the ones who may notice.

And to answer the question in the title, what is next is first and foremost simply life. A life lived outside of the digital space. But yes, there is something new, a new series I’ll be adding to this little corner of the web which will hopefully turn out to be more useful.